Anh, Lighten Up You Grim Bastard

I dunno.

I get so negative. Dwelling on useless bullshit. There are a lot people worse of than me, ya know?

I just need to get motivated really. I should cut myself some slack. I've accomplished at least some of the things I've set out to do. No situation is ideal.

As trite as it is to state, I should focus less on the negative.

Still, I still wish for my 28 Days Later... fantasy to come true. My Omega Man dream. To be the last man on Earth.

The rest of humanity wiped out. And maybe I could stumble upon the remaining survivors from time to time. Who knows.

I'm almost done on my project. Then jump into the next one. As the great B-movie king Bruce Campbell said, the first film is the hardest. Just get the one done. Get it out there to the public via the distributor, promote it. And you're done.

And ask yourself, what's next then?

Life can be beautiful. Or so I've heard. You just have to look a little harder to see it.

Wish I was like everyone else. Happy. Or happier. Most find it easy to laugh as I've said before. Man, I never laugh out loud.

Leonard Shelby from the film Memento. I wish I had his look. Without the memory problems.

It's getting better, man, it's getting better. If you just don't give up.